What Happened?

To my motivation?


At first I was doing so great, and then something changed.


This week has been bad. Really bad. I ate pure crap, when I knew I was eating crap. I didn't work out. And I was stressed to the max from work.


I blame it on work.


The only salvation is that I have been tracking. All of it. Good & Bad. And looking up nutrition information online. Even if I still did order the worst choice. oops.


I'm going to run today. And do some kind of strength training (free weights). I just need to get back into it and stop being lazy or using excuses. I did great, I know I can do great, and I just need to stick with it!


To motivate me a litte more, I bought a groupon for bootcamp for a month! Classes are M-W-F & Sat! I'm really excited to have someone pushing me and working out with other people again. I am however SUPPPPPPER nervous about looking  like a fat, lazy person who can't even do a push-up. uh oh


My other motivation? MY WEDDING DRESS! It has officially been ordered! I wish I didn't have to wait until Oct, but it'll be great motivation to see how much I can lose from now until then, and then just have my Momma take it in! yay!


I've been trying to feel better about the skin I'm in at this moment, and work on my self-esteem. I've been looking for better fitting clothing and more flattering styles. I found this dress and I <3 it! It makes me feel great (almost as good as THE dress!)

So I'm off to go water my neighbors plants and then run (& hopefully not get sunburnt!). Time to take action!